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自此后,倪萍莛倒真没再做出什么过分的事了,甚至是特意做了好些倪千妍爱吃的,想要再同她亲近亲近,但心底到底是怎样想的倪千妍也不知道了,也只能如此。

现今谁才是这个家里的话事人,她希望她这个母亲能早些明白。

“那怎么行,我哪学的会开车啊,我都这么大年纪,记不住那么多规则,要是一直考不过多丢人。”

“这有什么,你不试试怎么知道行不行,我看这天不冷不热的正合适,明天我就带你去驾校报名。”

不等倪萍莛再开口,倪千妍便拿着空碗离开了餐桌,顺便将倪萍莛的碗也给洗了,反正看她吃挺饱的样子。

倪千妍咽下嘴里的饭菜,瞥见对面坐着的母亲那双已有些褶皱的双手,眼角也是生了好些细纹,就头发还是跟年轻时一样还是那么的黑、那么的亮。

倪萍莛的气势不知何时弱了下去,她还想要说什么,想要按照以往的方式去对她,可是那些似乎失效了,是从什么时候开始的。

第二天一早,倪千妍便去到母亲房间去拽她,她今天非给她拉去不可。

“为了我?”,倪千妍实在没能忍住讥讽地笑出声来。

“我都这么大年纪了!你难道还要赶我出去工作不成,再说现在也没人会招我这个年纪的了,我身体又不好的。”

sp;倪千妍就站在那,坚定地撑着屋门,“妈,你还要我这个女儿吗?你需要我不是吗?需要我在你身边,那为什么不能对我好一点。”

“妈知道你现在大了,有自己的主意了,妈老啦。”,说完,倪萍莛长叹一声,随后偷瞄了眼倪千妍想要看她的反应如何。

“我都说了我不去!”,倪萍莛用力甩开手,十分抵触地躺在床上,她都这么一大把年纪了还学什么开车,要是学不会不丢死人了。

“好好好,我去,我去还不行吗,你等我换身衣服,出去!不要在我面前晃悠,我看你就烦。”

但她毕竟是她的母亲,是她割舍不下的血脉至亲。

倪萍莛急了,手比脑子先一步动起来,朝倪千妍的脸招呼过去,像是要去打醒她。

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既然她要闹,那她便陪她闹好了,闹的大些看到底是谁更难受,到底是什么样的人会这么有精力在今时今日还能一直盯着别人的感情生活的。

“妈,我长大了,你也老了,好好享受余下的生活不好吗?你唯一能真正把握的只有你自己的人生。”

倪萍莛看她笑个不停也是呆愣住了,脱口而出:“你果真是疯了。”

说着倪千妍便往窗边走,看着就不像是只是说说而已。

倪千妍抓住她的手腕,手劲很大,任倪萍莛如何挣扎也难前进半分。

“你说什么呢,还不快先进来,我的脸都要被你给丢尽了!”,边说着倪萍莛边不安地看向门外,生怕已有好事者聚过来好看她们家的笑话。

“我是为了你才没有离婚的。”

“不是让你出去工作,要不我给你钱你考个驾照吧,家里不是有车吗,以后你想去姥姥家也不用等我送你的,随时就能开车去。”

这是她听到过的最好笑的笑话,从小到大她不知听了多少遍的争吵,每次结束她都还要来同她说对方的坏话,她不是没有劝过,结果现在又跟她说都是为了她?

“好,你不去我现在就拉开窗户喊我是同性恋,我喜欢女的。”

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倪千妍擦去眼角笑出的泪,边往里走边说道:“我已找了换锁师傅,等会便会上门将我房间的门锁给换了,还有,你不要忘了,你的那颗烂牙是我掏钱为你医治的。”

“是!这些我都知道,所以我会按照当初你抚养我长大成人的方式来反哺你,你对我如何我可是都一笔笔的记在心底的。”

“你这话是什么意思!你可是我辛苦拉扯大的,平日里舍不得吃也要给你吃……”

“妈,要不你找些事做吧,你就没什么喜欢的事吗?”

她能感觉出来那点爱,只是除了那点爱之外,其余杂质实在太多,她得一点点剔除才能分辨出。

“怕什么,我既没有犯法也没有阻碍到她们,到底是在怕些什么。”

倪千妍没有听取邱姝文的建议去服软,这一路她已想明白了,同母亲生活了这么多年,她很清楚她向来是欺软怕硬的,服软只会让她得寸进尺、步步紧逼。

倪萍莛盯着眼前比她还要高的女儿,她已不再是她记忆中的那个还在她怀中小小的一团了。

“到底是谁疯了。”

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