美人他明明没在钓小狗 第83(2/3)

上面没有写多的东西,只刻了出生和死亡的年月日,以及“梁含雁之墓”就没了。

他恍然惊觉自己错了很多年,没法再挽回,也没法再改变林舟此,只好浑浑噩噩半错不错僵持下去。

可梁含雁却出奇地喜欢和期待这个孩子,他只能把那份不甘埋在了心底,把孩子当作一个意外。

相贴的温度在寒凉冰沁的雨幕天地间显得极为滚烫,心跳的声音在万籁俱寂的亡灵归处显得振聋发聩。

林舟此深深注视着他:“嗯。”

江寄余转身往旁边走了几步,忽然留意到脚边一块墓碑,上面什么贡品也没放。

很快俩人联手开创了曦林,正值曦林上升期间,梁含雁却怀孕了。

; 他是家族里最不被看好的那个,从小孤僻淡漠,像块木头一样,没人会把家族的希望寄托在他身上,所以他自然也成为了被推出去换取利益的那个。

他微微睁大眼,那墓碑上竟写着“林睿铭之墓”,就挨在梁含雁的墓碑旁。

江寄余松开了手,拍拍他的背:“和她说会儿话吧,我到旁边等你。”

谁也没想到婚前看上去完全不登对的两人能够先婚后爱,还把日子过得红红火火蜜里调油。

江寄余忍不住看向那束飞出去很远的玫瑰,却被林舟此伸手掰回了头,看着梁含雁的墓碑。

直到孩子出生后,长得越来越像梁含雁,他也不得不相信这个小东西就是他和梁含雁血脉的融合。梁含雁喜欢他们的小孩,他也只好学着去喜欢他,照顾他陪伴他,模仿着其他人家父亲的样子。

梁含雁的墓碑很干净,上面没有一点刮风或是下雨吹来的杂草树叶,下面摆着供果,香梨、猕猴桃、樱桃、蔓越莓、橙子,还有些口味偏辣的小零食,以及不知是谁亲手制作的手工玩偶和手工泥塑,还有一大束粉色的玫瑰,看得出亲人对她极为上心。

然而一场车祸夺走了梁含雁的性命,他孤僻荒凉的世界里唯一一抹火光也逝去,他不得不怨恨林舟此,他卸下了所有的伪装,日夜沉浸在失去妻子的巨大悲哀和怒火中。

直到今天林舟此说他会去梁含雁墓前告状,林睿铭一向不信这些,可梁含雁出现在梦里的次数越来越少,他就是再不信也得信了。

“妈,我带江寄余来看你了,他是要和我共度一生的人,也是我最重要的爱人。”林舟此语气郑重,表情竭力维持着稳定,颤抖的手却出卖了他的紧张。

……

林睿铭为此懊恼得不行,恨自己没有做好措施,一来是梁含雁生孩子会很受罪,二来他不想有任何一个人插在两人中间,分走梁含雁对他的爱,哪怕是他们的孩子也不行……

冰凉的毛毛雨斜斜打在身上,两人都没撑伞,携手站在她的墓前。

他没有反抗,也在结婚那日亲眼看见了自己的新娘,她热火、嘴硬心软、阳光、漂亮、生动……

他对梁含雁一见钟情,而梁含雁对他日久生情。

梦里林舟此的背影像梁含雁一样消失不见了,他骤然惊醒,只能看见苍白虚无的白色天花板。

栖霞郊外的墓园落在几座起伏的山头上,春雨绵绵,扯天连地漫了许多里远,白茫茫的雾气蓄在山谷间,不时飘起丝丝缕缕的白烟。清新冰凉的水汽携着山间草木的清香送来,将一排排黑灰的墓碑冲洗得锃亮。

这一恨就是十年,也许是林舟此现在真的太像梁含雁,也许是梁含雁渐渐地不再入他梦里,也许是意识到如今他和梁含雁唯一的纽带就是林舟此。

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江寄余又回头看了眼林舟此白乎乎的后脑勺,心里莫名被什么东西触动了似的,他朝那束玫瑰花被踢出去的方向走去,好半晌才从草丛里扒拉出那束包装精美的玫瑰。

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然而林舟此脸色却没多好看,他一脚踹飞了那束粉色的玫瑰,把怀里的白色百合摆上去,又拔掉墓碑周围刚刚冒头的几棵小芽。

察觉到林舟此翻涌的情绪,江寄余握紧了他的手,往前一步:“伯母好,我叫江寄余,请您放心,未来的每一天,我都会和林舟此一起度过。”

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